molly.

i have a friend of mine
that i know i'll have forever since she makes me smile.
don't believe me? don't care? ackk too bad. now that you started reading, keep going. its gets better.

getzwigywithit: well that's a :)
getzwigywithit: and school's almost done
getzwigywithit: so you have two :) :)
getzwigywithit: and camp in two weeks
getzwigywithit: :) :) :)
TheMelloTwitch83: so im up to three
getzwigywithit: i'm counting your ":)"
TheMelloTwitch83: thank you :-)
TheMelloTwitch83: oh! four!
getzwigywithit: yes
getzwigywithit: and lets see
getzwigywithit: your friends with me
getzwigywithit: so now your up to seven
getzwigywithit: because i am worth three
TheMelloTwitch83: you are worth five
TheMelloTwitch83: im up to 10
getzwigywithit: woot!!
getzwigywithit: lets see
getzwigywithit: what else
getzwigywithit: it's sunny
getzwigywithit: so now we're at 11
TheMelloTwitch83: 11
TheMelloTwitch83: i found a good new song?
TheMelloTwitch83: 12?
getzwigywithit: yep
getzwigywithit: so there's tweleve
getzwigywithit: which is almost one for everyday until camp
TheMelloTwitch83: okay :-)
TheMelloTwitch83: 13!
getzwigywithit: so :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

i'm floating<3

stomach virus

oh im cursing whatever i ate.
stomach viruses stink because
a) apparently you get unreasonably grumpy
b) you give up on helping an issue that you should have given up long ago on
c) you lose interest in looking pretty the next day at school, happening to be a wednesday
d) the after taste of throw up is still lingering around in you which the satisfaction of actually throwing up
e) you constantly feel like you have a fever and you don't
f) the flavor of antacids doesn't favor at all between color, shape, size.

ps and by the way-"this doesn't make me very happy" can be the understatement for the year.

realistic

"i realized that i've been waiting for a really happy time in my life but i figured out the other day that there won't be something like that and i can't keep waiting..so, i have to pick up on all the little things and mentally just get over the crap. then it's okay"

i haven't heard anything this smart, this realistic, this right in awhile.
elissa is one of the few people that understands how to make me smile, how to get me out of the ditches and through the muck. so when she talked to me tonight and came to this realization, i came to my own realization that the next time someone asks me what my philosophy is- i'm going to tell them just that. its not cynical, its not pessimistic.
its just the way that things are.