the list

themellotwitch83: okay so lets make an alternating list of things that annoy us
themellotwitch83: until we run out
lissyloo21: ok
themellotwitch83: and then we'll feel better
lissyloo21: ok
themellotwitch83: go ahead
lissyloo21: lol well ok um
lissyloo21: 1. Trevor writing that fucking review
themellotwitch83: 2. trail of tears
lissyloo21: 3. people still not apologizing about that or even really caring
themellotwitch83: 4. people making promises they cant keep
lissyloo21: 5. pham being a jerk and not caring about what I'm telling him
themellotwitch83: 6. jos not talking to em
lissyloo21: 7. dylan talking to me and not shutting up about his amazing movie skills
themellotwitch83: 8. emma blowing me off now that she found someone better
lissyloo21: 8. pham getting depressed and then not telling me what's wrong with him
themellotwitch83: 9. grace dating
lissyloo21: 10. molly getting whtaever she wants
themellotwitch83: 11. not being able to figure out what i want
lissyloo21: 12. not being able to talk well with T
themellotwitch83: 13. not being able to be in columbus
lissyloo21: 14. liking a lot of boys a little but none of them a lot
themellotwitch83: 15. being rejected for attention in photography
lissyloo21: 16. T not kissing me
themellotwitch83: 17. being lonely
lissyloo21: 18. realizing that I never change
themellotwitch83: 19. blaming other people for my unhappiness
lissyloo21: 20. not being able to stop myself from being a bitch
themellotwitch83: 21. covering up things with jokes
lissyloo21: 22. feeling like I have a lot of acquaintences but not many friends
themellotwitch83: 23. trying to hard to fit in
lissyloo21: 24. the fact that sex and being a slut will always matter to boys
themellotwitch83: 25. confusing lust for more
lissyloo21: 26. feeling like I can't trust anyone
themellotwitch83: 27. feeling like im not good enough
lissyloo21: 28. being shy
themellotwitch83: 29. regretting a lot of things that i did/didn't do
lissyloo21: 30. guilt
themellotwitch83: 31. expecting too much in return
lissyloo21: 31. taking responsibility for other people's problems
lissyloo21: 32*
themellotwitch83: 33. not putting myself first
lissyloo21: 34. hating how I used to be
themellotwitch83: 35. fearing what i;ll become
lissyloo21: 36. fearing that life doesn't get any better
themellotwitch83: 37. losing what is good
lissyloo21: 38. feeling like I have to work extra hard just to be on par with everyone else looks-wise
themellotwitch83: 39. not being noticed anyways
lissyloo21: 40. feeling like a loser
themellotwitch83: 41. wanting someone to not just understand how i feel but make me feel better
lissyloo21: 42. not knowing how to help
themellotwitch83: 43. destructive behavior
lissyloo21: 44. feeling ashamed of my music taste
themellotwitch83: 45. wanting to be someones muse
lissyloo21: 46. not having enough time and wasting what there is
themellotwitch83: 47. not being able to relax
lissyloo21: 48. always being tired
themellotwitch83: 49. not having enough patience
lissyloo21: 50. being afraid of something happening to my mom
themellotwitch83: 51. worrying about death constantly
lissyloo21: 52. my parents fighting
themellotwitch83: 53. wanting my mom to leave
lissyloo21: 54. my dad's sleeping problems
themellotwitch83: 55. worrying too much
lissyloo21: 55. worrying about my brother
lissyloo21: 56
lissyloo21: *
themellotwitch83: 57. wanting a legitimate reason for being sad
lissyloo21: 58. being such a gossip
themellotwitch83: 59. having too many secrets
lissyloo21: 60. not wanting to burden my mom
themellotwitch83: 61. confiding in the wrong people
lissyloo21: 62. T asking 'what r u doing?'
themellotwitch83: 63. being mean
lissyloo21: 64. being a hypocrite
themellotwitch83: 65. creating drama
lissyloo21: 66. drama club
themellotwitch83: 67. wanting to be little again
lissyloo21: 68. being afraid of getting fat
themellotwitch83: 69. wanting individuality
lissyloo21: 70. exaggerating to get sympathy
themellotwitch83: 71. making things up to be liked
lissyloo21: 72. a lot more people wanting to date molly than me on spark on facebook
themellotwitch83: 73. being afraid of not getting another boyfriend
lissyloo21: 74. being afraid of never having another relationship like pham
themellotwitch83: 75. being too rash
lissyloo21: 76. being afraid that I'm going against what's meant to happen
themellotwitch83: 77. depending too much on things just working out
lissyloo21: 78. wanting so many things
themellotwitch83: 79. being dedicated to the wrong things
lissyloo21: 80. feeling let down after good things wear off
themellotwitch83: 81;. not being happy for long
lissyloo21: 82. missing a piece on my puzzle
themellotwitch83: 83. not practicing enough of my guitar
lissyloo21: 84. for some reason feeling like being unhappy makes you likeable
themellotwitch83: 85. thinking things can be solved with talking them out
lissyloo21: 86. feeling guilty for being friends with my brother's friends
themellotwitch83: 87. being irritated for not having more 'friends' on facebook
lissyloo21: 88. comparing how many wall posts I get to how many other people get
themellotwitch83: 89. disliking relationship updates
lissyloo21: 90. being addicted to the computer
themellotwitch83: 91. using emails and letters as a crutch
lissyloo21: 92. wishing I was funnier
themellotwitch83: 93. wanting more time
lissyloo21: 94. talking on the phone
themellotwitch83: 95. not being able to get in touch with people
lissyloo21: 96. being paranoid of getting bad news
themellotwitch83: 97. expecting the worst
lissyloo21: 98. not wanting to think about college
themellotwitch83: 99. having too many choices
lissyloo21: 100. wishing I was closer with my dad and feeling guilty about it

check soon for 100 happy.