one day.

okay.
one more day before spring break and i can't even describe how elaaaaaated i am.
seriously, seriously, stoked.

i'm done with doing homework and studying for 10 days with the exception of beck.
but he's always giving work. most of which i kick and scream though but really do enjoy doing.
i feel bad if i'm too hard on him recently because he's been having a tough time.

i realized the other day that i shouldn't really keep my feelings about people at bay.
i'm not talking about if i don't like a senior's pants that i'm about to go and SAY something since uhm, i would preeeeeeeeetty much get jumped right off.

but more like, if i like spending time with you, i'm saying so.
ireallyhavesomefantasticpeopleinmylife.
and it's about time i started saying that.
because i was thinking about marci and how much i would have liked to just give her more hugs and tell her how truly angelic i thought she was.
i guess i'm doing that by spending time with her girls but i really want to just get one more day back to tell her everything back the way it was JUST to say that i really love her.

i came to the conclusion that we're not getting those second chances or those 'one more day' days so i might as well take things by the balls and just suck up whether or not the reaction will be positive.

as my new expression of the minute.
i'm not 'figgin' letting my people get away.
i'm telling them <3