déjà vu?

new music &
a full day.
3:20 am.

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you would think i would be able to sleep.
and you would think i would want to sleep.
and you would think i wouldn't be so unhappy.

but i can't pin point it.
i'm in my head too much.

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déjà vu?
to a post a while back? when i said i was getting *out* of my head?i can't figure it out. i feel like i need something to click
so i know i belong and that things are good.
i don't get it. what am i looking for?
what am i missing? what am i asking for?
what am i doing for myself? what am i doing for everyone else?
what am i looking for? i don't get it.

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