my mind

was racing so fast last night.
i couldn't sleep.
i was anxious, excited, sad, thrilled.
but i just couldn't get my thoughts to settle themselves.
i tired myself out before i got to dreaming last night.
guess that's what happens when you weigh reality with dreams.
i've got these crazy ideas in my head that are clouding my dreams.
but really, they are dreams.
more like day dreams since i was awake
only it was night time .. which .. would make them dreams?
lots of thoughts. lots. and lots. of thoughts.