maybe like last time.

so i'm kind of hoping
that like last time i was posting
when you called -
that you'll call again tonight.

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but you don't have any reason at all to.
because you've got so much going on.
and i'm pretty sure that only about 1% of it has to do with me.
i just was driving home this evening though
and i was thinking how great it would be to hear your voice again?
and that, in fact
you'd want to
hear mine.

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i'm going to wait obviously
but i just wish that i was a little higher of a priority of yours.
or that i could see you more.
or something.
but for now
i'll wish for something more realistic
winter.
cold.
snow.
wind.
because i think that that will come first.
and i really want to bundle up

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and sit by the fire
and drink hot chocolate
and wrap myself up in blankets.
and wait for you for another night.