take back the promises you made ..

because i can't take them seriously anymore.
see, someone's word doesn't mean much if they don't keep it up.
and it doesn't work if i have to keep replaying your words in my head myself.
it'd help if i could talk to someone.
but i'm having a hard time
because i'm feeling a little weak.
and i'm letting myself break apart.
and i don't see you trying to stop me.
or anyone else for that matter -
i was thinking last night;
i was trying to figure out what i was feeling.
and i thought it was so much more complicated than this
but it's really not -
i'm just angry.
really, really, really angry.
at everyone and at everything.
i'm just angry at the world.