Have You Ever Seen The Rain?
-BramBura33 [Deviant Art]

This is beautiful. Our weather right now is 32 degrees but it's supposed to feel like 19. Last night, it snowed and collected on the ground for a few hours. It was supposed [what an ugly word if you say it over and over again..] to get bad to drive and there was going to be a storm - there wasn't. I don't really want the snow. I want the rain. When there is a dark sky and rain whipping against the windows at school, some people get worried or irritated. I always get distracted - it's just really beautiful to me. It makes me feel safe. I hope it rains a lot over break. So I can find someone to run in it with. I still want to do that and I feel like the person that I have to do that with is a boy. I know if I were stuck out in the rain with one of my girl friends, we'd run. But I just feel like running in the rain is something you should do laughing and it's something you should do with a boy who will kiss you when you break through the front door and hold your hand to dry it off. I've seen the rain but I haven't seen it like I want to yet. Maybe if you came back we could do it together. I'm not even going to weigh the chances. They aren't in my favour. But I'd like to think that if [you said 'if' and then you said 'not if, when i come back' which made me very happy. I hate what happened last time; I still do, I still think about it all. the. time. I still worry that you won't want to take any chances with me and for me, you're the only one I want to take chances with ] you come back to me, I could think of it a little more realistically. The day is coming up relatively soon and I want you back here more than anything. Maybe I'll ask you next time I see you. Maybe I'll tell you about the rain. Maybe I'll tell you everything. I want to. I just don't want to break us again. We didn't really break last time - that's not fair. We kind of fell apart and I feel like we're over the phase of overworking but we're still working at it. I'm not going to bring that up - it's sensitive, I know. But maybe if you'd ask, I'd tell you about the rain. About how much I'd like to see it with you. I feel like your the only one who can make it stop so why can't we see it together? That way I'd really want it since you could stop it if it got too heavy. I might tell you if you'd ask -

"I'd like to see the rain with you sometime" I'd say
and you'd say "And I'd like to see it with you."
And we'd both know what we meant. And then we'd would smile.

Please?