i don't know - i'm trying to keep myself outside.
i'm trying to keep myself photographing.
i'm trying to keep myself loving life.
but i think right now, all i have the energy for is liking today.
and that's carpe diem esque, right? it's not as far as going out and just going nuts for a day.
and just loving and laughing and living.
but i'm liking today.
despite all the shit that could be worrying me, that could be bringing me down.
i'm just letting the sunshine bathe me today
and the music pour into my ears.
and i'm going out.
and i'm going to photograph life.
i'm going to get things that make me happy
to photograph them, to capture them,
to get it on film for me to remember in a few years.
that i was just outside.
and i was just with the sun and with a friend.
it's not as easy to walk out that door
and it doesn't solve everything,
i'll always be there for you and i'll always be waiting for you.
but today, i can't sit and wait.
today, i'll walk around and that won't mean that i'm waiting so much anymore.
and that won't solve everything -
it doesnt and i know that it doesn't.
but i have to take the first step.
i have to just go up and get out.
there's a front door upstairs.
that you walked into one time before.
and i haven't been able to want to walk out without you being on the other side,
your bag in hand and your guitar next to you
the sun was bright that today.
but it's bright today too.
you won't be on the other side.
and you most likely won't be on the other line
i have to decide what to do and i've decided that
i'm walking out.
i'm walking out that door
and i'm living life with like today.