i know better.

there's a lot that could be done.
there' a lot that should be done.
but let this serve as a reminder
whenever i may need it next
that i won't
and can't
do any of those things in any form.
and that that makes me a better person.
and therefore since i know that i shouldn't and i won't,
i'm accepting it.
accepting it on a very, verrrrry minimal level.
but i'm accepting it.
because the alternative does nothing.
and is pointless.
and be that i don't like it
really doesn't matter at all.
i know better
and i'll be better.



...





just remind me of this in a couple of hours when i'm cynical and salty again.